Posted by innerinsanity666 at 0-1pool213-200.nas18.holland1.mi.us.da.qwest.net on November 17, 2003 at 18:40:46:
In Reply to: A few Qs posted by Sir Jimmy of James on November 16, 2003 at 18:00:10:
Well, first, Im sorry I confused 7 1/2 yrs with 8 yrs, Geuss I medded up by like what 6 months, Jesus, so I didnt remember The exact date the board went up, I apoligize for my miscalculation.
No, I started Posting when I was 13, because I got a computer for my 13th birthday, and I spent the entire night online, thats when I found this site, I posted regularly for about 2 1/2 yrs until I was 15 and I went to go live with my dad. He thought that If I had internet access then I would use it for the sole purpose of Getting porn, which was only half true. So from 15 to 18 I had no internet access, I forgot my old login information over the years, I wasent even allowed to have a liabrary card. I tried using the schools computers to log on when I first started at Ionia, but they had cyber watch and quickly caught on that It was a web board, and blocked it.
So I wasent around for those years, I never said I was here for all 8 yrs, just that I started posting like 8 yrs ago, which was true.
Then at 17, almost 18, I moved back in with my mother, I created a new account d-macleod, but as I was a total Jackass, I quickly had the board flaming me to no end, so d-Macleod Died. I created the Monicer of Insanity, but I lost my password and my e-mail account was terminated so I couldnt get a new one. So I created The account Insanity666, but due to me over enjoying Flame Battles, I had that account banned by the webMASTER. I stayed off for a while after that, because I thought Fuck em if they cant take a joke. Thats when I moved my base of opperations to the penny-arcade forums. I stayed there for a while, but once again I was banned, but they banned my server address, so I could not return. Then just over a year ago I came back to Veiwaskew and created innerinsanity666, and we all know what has happened since then.
And are you serious about andy being that old, I thought he was like 13...I didnt mean to be offensive to him about calling him little dude, I was trying to be nice, Thats what I call call little kids and adolecents...little dude. Its just my way, and I really dont mean half the bullshit that spills from my mouth (or in this case my fingers). If you knew me youd realize that. and I know what transferance is, and yes at 13 I was every bit what I wrote about andy, I had long hair, I didnt shower, I had crooked teeth and a bad acne. I smelled and I had scabies for a while, I had no friends and I took out my loser agression on people online. but when I moved in with my dad, I was in a new town, I didnt know anybody and my step-mom knew this was a recipe for trouble, so I was forced to get a haircut, I was taken to the dentist and I had my teeth fixed (well I never got braces so they're still crooked in the front). I was put on medication for my acne and I wasent allowed to eat or watch tv or anything unless I showered, which after a while caused the scabies to go away. Once school started I was placed into a program to meet kids at school, and thats when my life changed for the better, I had friends for the first time in my life, I got myself a girlfriend and for once was happy with my life, except that I lived with my father, the man I always have still do, Hate with all my heart and soul. I got into drugs and alcahol when I was like 16 and it kinda fucked me up for a while, I reverted back to my former self, I lost the girlfriend and Became a loser again.
Then when I moved back in with my mother I decided that since it was a new school, I could make any impression I wanted to, and with the aid of a trust fund I got at 18, I funded a new wardrobe and bought my first vehicle, I bought new friends and acted like I was happy, I had girls left and right, friends that numbered in dozens. But soon the money dried up and I was left with a hole in my life, thats when I became a senior. My senior year I threw caution to the wind and from that point on I was strong of will and spirit I walked tall and talked with confidence, I felt great. I graduated with honors, I even recived a recived a special accomindation from the State Represenative from our area for Most improved student. I got a job as a cashier and started saving my money for college, I was doing good too, but then I started to feel lonely as I was now living in a town where I didnt know anyone except my mom, and I started hanging out with some other kids from work, they liked to party, something I really hadent done since high school. I got annother Girlfriend, we moved in with each other and I convinced myself I was in love, then she broke my heart and left me a soulless shell of a man, I turned to alcahol for comfort now, I was drinking at least a pint of High grain whiskey a day until the day I chugged an entire fith of Jack Black and ate a hand full of pain killers. I almost died and thats when I realized that no woman was worth dieng for. I have since been in a few relationships, but now when they fail I simply move on and let go.
and thats how we get to where we are today, Yes Im a fucked up person, and yes I talk alot of bullshit, I lie and I exagerate, I say things that dont even make sense to me, I attack others from time to time, just for shits and giggles. I stretch facts and I defend Ideas and statements that dont deserve to be defended. I do all these things just for my own self amusement, but at the same time Im certian that I am entertaining at least a few others. Occasionaly I like Brodi, Let a nugget of truth slip through, This is one of those times. So when you call me a loser, and a Tool, your right I am, but I just dont care anymore, Im used to it now, I hear it 4 or 5 times a day from friends and family.\
Well, I hope I answered all of your questions.