Posted by innerinsanity666 at 0-1pool213-187.nas18.holland1.mi.us.da.qwest.net on November 16, 2003 at 04:30:18:
In Reply to: That was extremely........POMPOUS posted by Choo Choo Andee on November 16, 2003 at 04:04:07:
I geuss that the posts to Jay that kevin printed off and took for him to read while he was in there...you know to let him know that he has alot of support on the outside...then of course once he got out, he started spending alot of time online in the chat rooms and on the webboard, talking to us the fans, maybe our words of encouragement made a world of difference to him. Then of course there's the prayers I had said for him in church, and of course there's the whole thing about us pulling together and letting him know that he dosent have to be the junky with the monkey anymore. I cant say for certian that any of this helped him, but im sure any psycologist can tell you that people facing addictions need to feel like they arent alone, and since were always here if he needs to talk, I geuss he'll never feel like he's all alone in the world...its stuff like that, the little things, the things we do to let him know were behind him 100%.
Of course jay is a strong and beautiful spirit, the kind of person who brings joy to the life of others. And with the support of those that Love him Im sure Jay could get through this. But as I said, you can never have too much support.
Then there's people like you who's soul objective in life is to taunt and anger those around him so he can ensure his place in society. I realize that you are an asshole, though I wager its by choice...You attack others to make yourself feel important and cool, but the fact is nobody likes you, you have no friends, either in real life or online. My geuss is that you cry yourself to sleep and contemplate suicide often. Alls you want is to be noticed and to be accepted, but you go about it like a 6 yr old, starting trouble because its the only way you know of to get any attention at all. I feel for you man, I really do. But you need to check Yourself, and learn to accept you for who you are, stop trying to be the funny man, you make noone laugh, its just not your station in life, move on man, let go of the pain...move on.