Posted by AshFan at fwwwpx01.ex.cargill.com on February 13, 2003 at 09:49:17:
In Reply to: Re: humilating myself over and over and over and o posted by AshFan on February 13, 2003 at 09:39:31:
: : oh well what can i say, too much allready i fear .
: : lost an epic then you'll all be glad.
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: : shit i may repeat myself at a later date.
: : does anything i say ever make any fucking sense to anyone, i realise i go off on one now and then, (all the time), i get confused easily by tangents, (never good at math), mean well though you know, even if it's crap. all folk who know me just say shut up, or SHUT THE FUCK UP, i laugh, often.
: : thanks god bless all
: Oh how my soul yearns for the solace your very presence provides. The hollow pits of fiery despair flare outwards in bitter retaliation to the melancholy wasteland speeding across my mind. Like a caustic wind, it burns the landscape of my being to nothingness. I shall hold up in this tower I have build in the hopes a beacon shall soon shine though this maelstrom and guide me to a friendly oasis. The foundation, however, crumbles beneath the onslaught, and I sense a darker time ahead. I shall prepare as best I can against this foreboding apparition, but I feel for those outside in the storm. I fear that the crumbling walls of my fortress were not built in defense against this attack, but to keep that which resides within from adding to it.
: I can hear the wind, and it is always gaining strength
Dont bother with the research Path, this ones original, I don't steal lyrics and try to pass them off as original ramblings, I ramble just fine all on my own...