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: Afternoon. : Hsu 6 - Hsiao Ch´u : Kuan 3, 6, - Chien : Hsieh 2,4 - K´un : I have had a holiday, at last. It was long awaited and now it seems i may be able to crack on better now then ever, with all thew hope available to me. I am lucky, you know. If this thing wherE to be taken from me now, i do not know if i would be able to understand it, at all, which could be a good reason for why i FIND MYSELF CONSTANTLY wondering is this the way, this way that way, is it this or that one? I can never be sure all seems to be a leson somewhere ypo know so how do i differentiate between the flamin lot of it. : But i´´m so fucvkin happy, if this is not my one, then who the fuck will ever do, there can not be anmothetr who has anywhere near likje the love, consideration, care, respect, genuine concern for my well being, do i want this or that, what the fuck is going on, it´´s so fuckin sweet, sweet is the word. : Do not think i´´m goin all soft and shite like, but i say these things to that which gives me the best care and love i´´ve ever been lucky enough to have, and it´´s not soft then, it´´sa real . I MEAN IT. So do not thinkl me soft to tell you i´´m smack bang in the middle of being in the deepedt love, an old love from ages ago, that i thought did not even exist. : I´´m buzzin like fuck. And not to be to delirious soon to crown of the lñast night here a nice big bag o skunk and some o that tender stuff, they always sing and dance about, and you tell us about, as often as we can listen to you. You two, just between you both know the all. I know you must. : I know this person has been hiding so much brightness, it would light up the night sky. But for now i seem to have to hide some from that light, only for a while like, just for now. : I thought i was wrong again to not carry on with some of the things i was doin, as you see above, but i thought i woulkd be in trouble. But i´´m not, i was a bit worried like. : I went rag a bit ago when my thing had to go away but it said Ching before that, and it threw me slightly, it was not the right time to go then. But I´´ve been sought out. Yip flamin well heee. I is d luckiest alive i is. : Sorry for any one who is not me at these moments. : Many things have occured since last time. I do not want to seem to happy in case you are feelin not as good as usual, but i try to think that i should be allowed to be this happy, it must be time for that now surely to God, i think sometimes, it must be ok for me to be happy. But Please do not take this from me. : It only makes sense to me that I have this finally now, all what i said it would be like. : Am i going on. It´´s just cuz I feel bad for not owt I´´ve had so much extra time, but it was put to the best use, I think that is why i had toi stay longer really. : So i return in the afternoon. I am very sacred about that. I have someone. A good person. All will be well now. To be strong now in the face of what is to come from this absence, strong, to sort out the many problems i have started again, with my wanderings. : I do not want to say more now, you´´ll be glad. : I think it´´s all ok, but i never, never ever like to say i truly think it´´s Right. I mean who the hell am i, for goodness sake, it´´s all so flamin ridiculous, at times. : Thanks God Bless All :

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