Posted by innerinsanity666 at llc-92-5.lakeland.lib.mi.us on November 20, 2002 at 15:32:22:
Hellow fellow Viewaskew fans. After Years apart from you, I am come to stay. I used to post as pureinsanity666, but I lost my login info and my old e-mail account was closed. I come to you now as a man who truley knows pain. As a man who has been through the ringer. In the last few years, I have found love, lost it, found it again only to have ripped from me by the cold hand of death. I have seen friends and family die, and have had nearly all my dreams crushed. The only thing I have left to live for is my love of movies. Movies like The ones Mr. Smith gives us. Chasing Amy has kept me from ending my life on several occasions. But this past monday, even it wasent enough. I tried to end it all, with a bottle of pain pills. But luckily I failed, And I stand before you now as alive as I've ever felt. Dreams reborn and emotions resurfased. I know now that I am not meant to die, not yet anyway. Im through with the self pity trip ive been on, and now see that I do have a purpose, and a meaning. Well, I know this message was long, longer that it needed to be, but I wanted to introduce myself and tell all, so to speak. well thats all for now, anyone wanna talk about anything?