Posted by babka at 170.215.212.139 on November 19, 2002 at 15:22:06:
In Reply to: sad posted by lovit2002 on November 17, 2002 at 21:27:07:
: my grandfather(or my mothers father died) recently.He hated my mother
: since she was a little girl, even watched her get hit by a car when she
was
: 6. My father was a herion addict so I was white trash from the day
: I was born.
: I am married now, a small bit fucked up but semisuccessful in my own
right.
: I wonder though if tings were different, If I had a better head start.
: sometimes it seems things arent fair sometimes. Sometimes i get real sad
****lovit...been thinking about your post.
"Who never ate his bread in sorrow, who never sat through the sorrowful
nights weeping on his bed, he knows you not, you heavenly Powers."
-Goethe
God don't make no trash. You sound purified by anguish.
some solace for you, I hope, to be unrepeatable. May you find some loving
family....even here, in the clown car!
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