Posted by Sanam Is a Goddess at mke-65-31-131-216.wi.rr.com on September 24, 2001 at 19:05:17:
In Reply to: new member post posted by tonan63 on September 24, 2001 at 18:54:23:
welcome to the board!! lovely to see that u are not a new member with teenybopperish tendancies....(for a while we had a slew of girls who wanted jay....well I do too, but there was difference in maturity levels and attitudes....a BIG one....) anywhoo, hope u enjoy ur time here!!!
sanam
: love the film, just got here ..
: my intro.. info 38/m/az/phnx.
: crazy toker dude..chat a bit.
: for those that care I'm just trying to
: catch up.. also, my input,an example of
: my crazy convoluted self a week before ground zero..
:
: Dissertation's of the non profound.
: I've been considering righting a book.
: Cabbie Haunt's and the Tall stories....
: Do cabbie's ever party together?
: Non-coalesed thoughts;
: the look stood between them.that look that say's
: "obstinent defiance has worked for me in the past...."
: it was there... to wallow in . no good measurement of
: time could be made as to just how long they stood
: init./When the cumbersomeness of/If the tapestry.
: becomes apparent the nail's[will]start pulling from the wall's
: when the line that defines becomes muddled
: you can get away with anything.
: getting away with anything isn't the same as
: doing anything.
: when your God you can do anything.
: sometimes I think I'm God.
: mosts times I know I'm not.
: have you ever said to yourself
: "boy [in the future]God is really gonna dig me in heaven"?
: ?
: yet you see the bridge you must cross in saying
: well, if he's gonna like me then, he awe't to like me now as well?!!
: where'd that put you?..
: I can get away with anything.
: if the lines get muddled..
: can you understand..
: I know God likes me now.
: Sometimes I think I'm God.
: if there is such a thing as "Spirit" mine approaches a threshold
: "Universal-Mind" spring's to mind as an expression
: of the unfolding revelation I see,as it is, as it will be
: ha [boarder-line-fatalistic] yet locked tighter than fort-knox
: is the love my higher dimension has for me.
: seek , an ye shall find .. all, ero' bit o' it.
: [dont fight it , take it by faith,...] .. [bull$#it]
: my ETERNAL quest is totry an wax more profound that all
: well rounded flesh has been able to consolidate thus far and
: to try to send a message through the 'either' of time to
: a place beyond that witch may understand these word's.
: try TRY to do this heh, I might get 10% if I'm lucky..lol
: all of me is decipherable......as is anyone I'm just easier
: to decipher than other's on a ton of level's.[dilusion's of grandure]
: because I'm so easy the pendulum swing's back this
: other way an I become virtually impossible to understand.
: but that's ok to. you don't have to now. one day we will
: all see it ['Universal-Mind']
: Place your mind in a spot where it can go anywhere.
: and unless your crazy it will always
: come back to a focal-point.
: the trick? learn your "focal-point"...
: the better trick, "go anywhere"..
: one could think this would "in essence" say
: be crazy, well, only to a point.
: it would be better worded "to thine own self be true"
: with the addendum: IN LOVE
: tonan63... [I didn't say I had changed any]
: more post's forthcomming in next day's